February 2012
34 posts
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Sometimes, I just do things.
I think it’s happened enough to call it a trait at this point. I take weird risks. I don’t mind being uncomfortable. I think of these things that I just have to do, and I don’t let go of them.
My college bucket list is coming along quite well.
Comfort zones are never meant to be stayed in…
I'm rambling...
This is a really personal post/rant.
I miss caring about someone and letting them go. I know that sounds weird, but being heartbroken is such a unique feeling, and I just miss it. I’m so happy right now, with the occasional night of melancholy. And on those nights it’s just sadness for sadness’ sake. I’m not complaining, but I don’t really have anything to feel but...
The Two Best Ideas of my Life....
Came up with these with my grandlittle yesterday. Not kidding when I say that I am more excited about these than almost anything else…
Idea one! I’m going to take a tape recorder to the UK with me when I’m there in three weeks. I’m going to ask random people with amazing accents to say nice things and record them and play them on bad days when we get back. Brilliant.
Idea...
I need a rebound from this weekend.
Well. I made bad decisions. Chose the worst movie to watch tonight with my grandlittle. Chose to go with the flow and do what feels right and it ended up so incredibly wrong.
Why am I still trying to believe there is a silver lining to this situation? I need a rebound from the past 48 hours to forget about it all.
New bad decisions make the old ones go away, right?
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Nights like last night...
Man. It’s been so long. I did something I’ve never done before. I’m impatient and excited and can’t stop thinking about it. In a good way. I’m distracted. I’d like to just let it go, but I suppose I don’t get put in these situations very often and I just want to hold on to it for as long as I possibly can.
We’ll see…
“No one knows for certain how much impact they have on the lives of other people.”
– Jay Asher, “Thirteen Reasons Why” (via sorakeem)
Wine really sneaks up on you....
Wow.
I'm having a really bad week.
And a really rough time.
I’m sick, so that might be contributing to the emotionalness, but man. For the first time in months and months, I can’t stop crying. It isn’t the mope around kind of upset, it’s the I want to do something about it so bad, but I just don’t know what to do.
I feel like my mom and I just aren’t going to have a good relationship until...
I'm delusional.
All of the sudden I want to always wear my hair up because then my tattoos are visible and it makes me feel really hardcore. Like people will see my tattoos and be like, wow. She’s really intense. Hardcore.
I’m dumb.
Today just might have been the best day of my life...
Absolutely amazing. I’m so blessed.
“It’s going to be hard, but sometimes you have to swallow hard and move on...”
– Quote from my FE review course. Learning life lessons.
January 2012
51 posts
noir-facade:
heymikewaskom:
John Mayer — “Come...
When one crush doesn't work out, a few more come...
And I’m okay with that.
“What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly...”
– Sylvia Plath (via mermaidsongs)
mathismlynn replied to your post: Per request of a friend
I hate when I get mad, because if I’m mad enough, I cry. :( I’m sorry you’re super pissed. I’m always here if you want to talk pretty lady
Aw thanks!! You’re the sweetest. Idk, it’s one of those mads where you don’t want to talk about it, but you just want to be really mad with someone. Like just be angry, but not talk...
Per request of a friend
The three times I have been the most mad, in my life up to this point (in no particular order)
The birthday cake incident (this is undeniably number 1) That one really weird text message I got that one time Right now
So if anyone wanted to cheer me up, or be super pissed with me, now would be the time. I’m taking a bubble bath in the dark… And crying.
My current emotion is up there in the official top...
So far. So far.